I’m Much Better Now ^_^
I’m so sorry if my last blog post was a little alarming. I’ll admit it: I had a depressive episode for most of this week. But I’m a lot better now. I think it’s mainly due to the fact that I worked at the animal shelter yesterday. Petting dogs really IS great therapy 
And I got a lot of kisses!! It was awesome. It was so great that I wasn’t even bothered by the bad driving of others on the way back ^_^ My god, feeling like you’re making a difference and being appreciated for it is a huge moral booster ^_^
I was also considered to co-teach a course next semester, which was a huge honor. I’ve never been considered to do something like that in my life, so that was pretty awesome. I unfortunately can’t do it b/c I’m gonna be really busy next semester, but I’m still going to take the course. my prof wants me to give him a bibliography of some of my literature. I wrote down 4 titles, and I’m going to give it to him on Monday. This is gonna be SWEET!!
I’m also kind of worried about my senior project, b/c I’ve run out of sources and desperately need more. I’m going to a library at one of the large state schools this weekend, so that should help. I may need to bring a change of pants, b/c I might cream myself when I see the sources there (I know, TMI, sorry.)
Basically, I’m writing this b/c I want the people who were worried about me to know that I’m much better now. I feel like my normal self again, and I hope it stays that way for awhile. I’m okay with average annoyances that come with college (that’s what she said?) but I’m not okay with the debilitating stuff (and it took me off guard b/c I haven’t felt like that in over a year.) Luckily, that looks like it’s mostly done with. Thanks to all of you who showed your support. You have no idea how much it meant to me ^_^
